So, I was kinda wandering around on facebook and I saw this, which really surprised me:
Final is in 29 hours.
Seriously? Counting down hourly for final.
I don't know but personally I am excited for Monday, I mean.. the next whole week because I know as soon as it ends, I will be as free as a bird, so why panic, should be happy, it is definitely a good thing, next week is definitely a good week to start.
Just remember to eat well and rest well, the last thing we want when exam is near is to catch a flu, or something like that. So obviously, I'm never a fan of staying up until the next morning and go straight to the exam hall, because for me the result will be worse.
I wouldn't say I'm all prepared for exam, or getting As, but I would say I'm prepared for final, to pass and to end this real shit. Exam has pulled me away from so many things. Sometimes even when I don't feel like studying I didn't have the courage to go out because I just hate the guilt that will wander around my mind at night when I try to sleep, and wake up the next morning feeling like I'm the worst person in the world.
Exam sucks, it really is. You see people changed, when you thought they would help you when you're actually drowning, they walked and pushed you away, letting you alone to solve your own problems. As a friend, I am not the best friend you can ever find, nor I'm the kindest person who help everyone, but to my friends, I'm so willing to give them a hand when they need me, for the simple reason that I'm their friends, and they are mine. I never asked for money, or any award for my help, all that I want is a friend who appreciates me for what I've done and thank me sincerely, at the same time shows me that when I'm in trouble, you will do the same to me. For me, it is what friendship is: helping each other and be thankful to each other.
I hate exams, I hate it.
By the way, I guess 29 hours are getting lesser but damn it, I'm going to bed.
